Ai ds mim…

"Ai ds mim..."

Não sei como pude fazer isso                                                                                                                                                                              Tudo parecia tão maravilhoso…                                                                                                                                                                         Não podia esperar isto                                                                                                                                                                                                De um rapaz tão carinhoso

Tudo estava perfeito                                                                                                                                                                                                 Não podia ser melhor                                                                                                                                                                                               Não havia um defeito                                                                                                                                                                                                Dele tudo eu sabia de cor  

Por dois anos foi demais                                                                                                                                                                                       Nada posso me esquecer                                                                                                                                                                                        Fora o presente a mais                                                                                                                                                                                             Que eu não queria receber

Fui então atrás de exames                                                                                                                                                                                           Já que apresentei os sintomas                                                                                                                                                                                  “É necessário que te ames”                                                                                                                                                                                       Foi o que disse Dr. Thomas

Foi terrível, foi mortal                                                                                                                                                                                             Não podia acreditar                                                                                                                                                                                                  Que o vírus mais fatal                                                                                                                                                                                            Decidiu em mim morar

Eu me sentia imunda                                                                                                                                                                                            Todos deviam perceber                                                                                                                                                                                           Que em minh’alma profunda                                                                                                                                                                                       A dor só fazia crescer

Já não sei o que é viver                                                                                                                                                                                        Nesse jogo tão sem graça                                                                                                                                                                                   Talvez melhor fosse morrer                                                                                                                                                                                          A viver nessa desgraça

Mas o tempo foi passando                                                                                                                                                                                            E com ele foi a dor                                                                                                                                                                                                           E eu fui me acostumando                                                                                                                                                                                             A lembrar o que é o amor

Eu deveria ter pensado                                                                                                                                                                                        Muito mais antes de agir                                                                                                                                                                                        Agora olho meu passado                                                                                                                                                                                              E não consigo sorrir

Todo sonho se acabou                                                                                                                                                                                              Logo que fiquei sabendo                                                                                                                                                                                         Mas ele afinal voltou                                                                                                                                                                                                 Pois fui amadurecendo

Muitas lutas eu passei                                                                                                                                                                                                Prá chegar até aqui                                                                                                                                                                                                Muito tempo esperei                                                                                                                                                                                      Pr’adotar o que concluí

Que é possívelviver bem                                                                                                                                                                          Mesmo estando assim doente                                                                                                                                                                                    E que é possível também                                                                                                                                                                                               Ter a paz sempre presente

Afinal estou aqui                                                                                                                                                                                                    Muito alegre e com amor                                                                                                                                                                                          Prá mostrar que eu venci                                                                                                                                                                                       Essa caminhada de dor

Acho que já entendeu                                                                                                                                                                                              Sim, a aids eu contraí                                                                                                                                                                                   Infelizmente não deu                                                                                                                                                                                                Não consegui resistir

Aqui vai o meu recado                                                                                                                                                                                              Prá você que ainda é são                                                                                                                                                                                           Ao encontrar o namorado                                                                                                                                                                                      Use razão não emoção